Vulnerability

The question is, I think, one of vulnerability.  We, I, feel vulnerable if I have to delve deep inside myself and ask myself what I want.  Why is that?  Perhaps it’s because we all start behind the 8-ball.  If for example, you start by asking the question, what do I want, what is important to me? but you’re coming from a place of low self-worth, whatever you come up with is already ripe with its own death, its own failure because let’s face it, if you’re not worth anything, if you are not enough, how will anything you may want, be enough?  Truly!  How could what you want possibly matter?

So this is where we start, this is where I start, feeling vulnerable, but feeling authentic in the asking, knowing that the answer matters to me, and that that, is enough.